Soft Correction

Tonight as I prepared myself to sit up under the hair dryer I went to my book shelf looking for a book to read that would help me endure what I knew would be a lengthy amount of time.
I stood for a moment staring at my books until I felt one jump out at me.
I sat down, adjusted the hood and settled in as I began to read; instantly I felt like I was standing in the presence of God Himself. Reading each word it was as if the voice of thunder was ringing in my ears.

I began to inhale each line. Calling for my husband to bring me a pin and a highlighter. Have you ever been reading and found yourself high lighting whole pages? Under lining whole chapters?
Suddenly it dawned on me, I’ve had this book for over 2 1/2 years. How could I have had this book just sitting for 2 1/2 years without reading it?
I thought how stupid is that.

It seems like I hadn’t even completed the thought when -Whoooooosh……
Holy Spirit spoke to me and said, “I had you buy that book 2 1/2 years ago because I knew you would need it 04/26/2014 @ 9:30pm on Saturday night.”
I was still in my silence because of the tone in which He sounded. I had never heard Him speak to me that way. In a gentle harsh correctness😥.

For the Lord corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes. (Hebrews 12:6 AMP)

My mind drifted off to all the times I referred to myself as being stupid for not getting something sooner. Or how stupid I had been in my actions. Or how stupid I had been for this or that.

Holy Spirit showed brought to my memory;
Genesis 1:27
So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.

Genesis 1:31
And God saw every thing that he had made, and, behold, it was very good. And the evening and the morning were the sixth day.

He said, ” You were not made stupid because of who made you. Never again call yourself stupid. It’s impossible for you to be stupid. You have not always made wise decisions but you were never at any time stupid. Your actions were not a surprise. From the beginning it was known that you would wake up and come to yourself at the exact time and moment that you did. So there was a grace waiting on you to over come. ”

I quickly repented for speaking evil of myself😥. I quickly repented of speaking evil filled words.
I nullified and voided every evil, idle word I had spoken over myself. And began to speak what God has said about me.

He showed me that I had a poor image of myself. And because of that; I didn’t believe in myself which meant I was unable to believe in Him properly. He said, “I am in you, but I can only do through you what you believe”.

He was right, I lacked confidence. I had been stifled at every turn. I would start and stop. Having to start over again and again. Never making any kind of real progress. I found myself all to often doubting my gift and calling, my ability in Christ. Doubting my ability to hear from God and to be led by Holy Spirit.

Have you ever found any of these things affecting and infecting you?
Have you ever found yourself speaking evil of yourself? Have you ever found yourself speaking against what or who God says you are?
If you are not calling yourself what God calls you; you are speaking evil words.
Have you ever called yourself fat? If so; please know that you are not fat, you have fat.

Today let us correct our speech to line up with the word of grace. Today let us stop letting the enemy use our words against us. Today let us repent and know that when ever you wake up and get it, there is a grace waiting on you to over come.

It may be a surprise to us but it is never a surprise to God. He’s already out in your future preparing the way. Paving your way of success.

2 Corinthians 2:14
Now thanks be unto God, which always causeth us to triumph in Christ, and maketh manifest the savour of his knowledge by us in every place.



Celebration of Gospel

Tonight for the very first time I watched “Celebration of Gospel”, and I chose to watch it with Social Media via Twitter.
I must say that I was so disappointed with all the harmful hurtful tweets that were trending. When did we become so judgmental and mean? When did we begin to use our mouths to curse what God has blessed?
When did we become executioners of our fellow brothers/sisters in Christ? How does God get the glory out of that?
The world is watching and we wonder why when we preach Jesus they call us hypocrites. We wonder why they don’t want our God.
When did we become the excuser of the brethren? Putting one another down for our hair and style choices.
Snapped and snatched will not see the Kingdom advanced if it’s not with power and purpose.
These signs are supposed to be following us who believe. Demons are supposed to tremble when we speak Jesus.
Instead we have become a weak watered down version of the bride of Christ.
Our mouths were never created to speak what we didn’t want to see happen yet we use it to create soul wounds on the very brother/sister who may be called to cover us in prayer.
Hating on the very songs that get frequent radio spins not realizing that their is a prophetic anointing released in the spirit realm when certain songs are played. What will we do when we get to heaven and the angels are crying holy,holy,holy continuously non-stop ? Because we definitely will not be able to change the station.

This year many will be amazed at the great number of Hollywood who come out of the closet as Christians who love the Lord.
Our Father has many children who He has kept hidden from the eyes of men, they have been strategically placed in places He couldn’t place others because of religion.

What happened to the grace that was extended to us? Some have been in church to long.
What is going to happen when God shakes up what church looks like?



Their are days when I sit alone with tears streaming down my face wondering why it seems like I can’t do what so many others do, why I can’t go here or go their, why Holy Spirit checks me on the T.V. shows I watch; the music I listen to. The things I bring into my home. Why my phone conversations are few and far between.

Luke 8:18 (KJV)
Take heed therefore how ye hear: for whosoever hath, to him shall be given; and whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken even that which he seemeth to have.

Mark 4:24 (KJV(
And he said unto them, Take heed what ye hear: with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you: and unto you that hear shall more be given.

Until I hear, you volunteered for this. You said, Lord use me. You said, Lord I’m available to you.
So I separated you and set you apart. My anointing isn’t cheap. There is a process and many aren’t willing to be processed. Crushing takes place in process. Process hurts. Process is lonely. Process is a stripping away of everything that can’t go with you into your next season of destiny.

A funny thing happens in process; people tend to talk about you. Say all manner of evil against you because you are not coming around Or when you do; you are not the same. Because you’re not all up in their face or always sitting with your feet under their table.
Family often can be the worst to dog you out.
Chile’ who does she think she is? Acting all holier than thou.
It don’t take all that to be saved. More heavenly minded than earthly good.

God will show you the very heart of the ones who say with their lying lips they love you. But really can’t stand you. And part of the process is praying for your enemies. I mean really praying for your enemies. Living a life unoffended. Keeping your soul healed.

For me personally, the more God deals with me; the quieter I get. Honey, I have to go somewhere and have several seats. I have to be still. I’m in a holy place. His presence is all consuming.

I’ve found promises of inheritance that belong to me in His word that involve not only me but the generations that will come from me. I’m going after it. Taking territory in the Kingdom, tearing down demonic strongholds, and recovering all that was left by the generations before me. I have seed in the ground that hasn’t been harvested. Until it manifests I’m protecting my seed. I could give two flying flips who doesn’t like it.

2 Corinthians 12:9
King James Version (KJV)
And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Walking faith out until what you are believing God for manifests will show you who is praying for/with you and who is not.