Have you ever been asleep and it seems like you’re reading the word of God in your sleep?
That’s what happened to me this morning. To be totally honest its been happening a lot lately.
But, as I was woke up this morning I began to realize that it has been God bringing His word before me.
I know it’s been said over and over, so much so that it is almost cliche’ ish (yes I made up a word)
But, God is faithful!!!!!!
I’m beginning to know God in a whole new way, it’s hard for me to articulate what I mean by that but He’s revealing Himself to me in ways that I have not known.
I’ve been standing on the promise of God for my children for years now, and when it seems like I want to give up and wave the white flag of surrender; He whispers in my ear and says ” I got you”!!!!
The scripture that Holy Spirit gives to me is Romans 4.
I’ve found my place of rest. After all my years of struggling to make it happen on my own and trying to conceive; doing everything from charting, ovulation kits, fertility doctors, etc. etc. etc.
this morning I realize that I will have my children and I will not know when, I lay the when down at the finished works of Jesus. I am a mother of many children!!
My substance was not hid from thee,when I was made in secret,and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
I don’t have the responsibility to get me pregnant or bring God’s word to pass in my life. I’ve prayed. I’ve confessed. I believe!!! I receive!!! Now I’m thankful and I give thanks. I’m breaking forth on the right and the left making room for what I have prayed.
I know that it will happen: suddenly, quickly, without warning and in a hurry!!!!
Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out; you formed me in my mother’s womb.
I thank you, High God—you’re breathtaking! Body and soul, I am marvelously made!
I worship in adoration—what a creation! You know me inside and out, you know every bone in my body; You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something.
Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth; all the stages of my life were spread out before you, The days of my life all prepared before I’d even lived one day. (Psalm 139:13-16 MSG)